To Whom It May COncern!~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~
Assalamualaikum WBT..

At the moment I moved my fingers to type this post, i keep thinking.. would the people that really related to this post will read it. Somehow I felt that this is a funny act, though it is really seems geeky when anyone who is really blank about this come and get the chance to take a glimpse at this post. True, it is rare enough for me to post something like this. But, I know i HAVE to do it. The reason is simple. I may not get the chances to meet again the people I long for. Yet they are several different reasons for, it is vital to share this feeling, even though i do not like to amend any heart feeling. I hope those who are involve really understand this post. For those who felt you are none related one. Its my pleasure for each second you spend to take and try reading this.

Lets start with my greatest apology to whom It MAY CONCERN. As a matter of fact, really! we must not demand for forgiveness but in this case, I feel that I really need every of YOU to forgive me for what Ive done.
If I break your heart after you successfully cheer me,
if I stare at the moment you smile atme,
if I shout and shocked you,
if I failed to fulfill your demand,
if I accidentally make you ashamed in front of the people/crowd,
if I lie to you for the sake of truth,
if you felt that Ive manipulated you for some reasons,
if I carelessly be frank and make you feel damn guilty,
if Ive failed to be on duty as you wish,
if I carved a chain of hatred in your heart because all my wrongdoings,
if I was unable to solve your problem when the solution is terribly needed,
if I join..or encourage you to something that is obviously wrong,
if my actions make you feel offended and let you down...feeling inferior,
if the talk Ive gave make you wrestle with the mind,
if my speeches blow your ego and break the doom of grudge,
if I cause several infliction and make you mumble,
if I laugh at you at the moment you need encouragement,
if I cut your ideas just because Im more eloquent,
if I failed to love your for the sake of eternal happiness,
if Ive 'smashed' you because of all your failure and wrongdoings,
if I pretend happy even if i felt 'sick',
if I make you long for something that wont happen,
if I make the decision and failed to face the judgement,
if Im not with you at the moment you really need someone...and the one is me,
AND if my explaination make you analyse the other way and you seriously misunderstand the point..... Im really sorry..