I hope.

I hope I can sream..

Sing..

Blast in fury..

but

I cant~

I hope I can make my own world

Fill the sky..

Choose my cloud

but

I cant~

Wonders

Have u ever heard about the 7 wonders in the world? Well. They are mostly*of course well known.

Have u ever heard about one of the greatest human creation, the Pyramid?

Have u ever heard about the symbol of love from Shah Jehan for his beloved spouse, Mumtaz? He built, well not really he was the one who BUILT the Taj Mahal but the most important point is, he dedicate the Taj Mahal for her.

Have u ever heard about the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. Well.. king Nebuchadnezzar ll

built them to please his sick wife Amytis of Media.

OK.

Now answer me. Have u ever heard about the God creation called

Human?

They are obviously genius.

These human are born with

2 eyes, 2 ears, 2 hands, 2 legs,

1 nose 1 mouth 1 **** and

the most importantly

1 heart

Its obvious the less organs they are given, its harder to keep them

and the responsibility is greater to ensure they are

well-safely-handle

example: 2 eyes may affect only

themselves, but the 1 mouth can affect themselves

and others. this indicate that the mouth

is harder to be taken care of

but..

remember the most important organ

that they were given is the HEART

its THE heart

not HEARTS.

its only THE.

and the THE means something special.

religious view : belief that the HEART may blacken or whiten*depends on sins and deeds*

logics : the HEART may stored emotional value

fact : the HEART may overtake the brain

but...

the most important point is..

every action made by other organs would affect the HEART

example : when they use their eyes, careful, it may affect the HEART

when they use their mouth, careful, it may affect the HEART(if not them, others)

when they use their ears, listen carefully, it may affect the HEART

Ironically. Most of these so-called-genius-human dont even

notice the important of the HEART.

Yeah they may did some research that smoking may affect heart and lead

to cancer bla3...

but

they dont realise that a simple gesture such as

touching with their hands can affect the HEART

simple conversations may affect the HEART

simple view may affect the HEART

i guess they havent made any research about that, yet.

its up to them.

HUMAN

BEWARE

I miss them~

Tomorrow, Royals(Debat DiRaja) will be started. This prestigious event would gather superb orator from all over Malaysia.

**I hope i could join my companions(BEBET n UNTA).

** Sometimes its stressful not be able to do something we love to.

** I miss my class. 5T, the 'kecoh' class ever.

** I miss my F1 mates. We survived together.

** and the house of champions, Yellow(some might argue, be it! :P) YOU were fantastic!

But, the very reason I write this post is about something. Maybe its quite unfortunate for someone. Rather, I felt lucky to experience this. This holiday really taught me the real lesson in life. Thank you to YOU.

Finally the question that ive waited for 2 years had been answered. Eventho it is not the one that I hoped for. At least Im 'free'.

# ITS TIME TO HEAL THE PAST AND GRAB THE FUTURE#

uh la la ~~

WEIRDO~

The Weird Thing About LIFE

is

You can choose but you might not be chosen

You can leave but you might need it

You can prepare but nobody knows the plan

You can deliver but you cant rely on acceptance

You ought to be loved but you are heartless

You can see the thing but there is nothing

You may love someone but you are someone that cant be loved

You foreseen future but you tend to forget the past

You ignore the present but struggle to identify the absent

You may succeed in getting the unwanted ones

but

failed to get what you really want

You try hard to let it go

but

people put their foundation of faith on you

You wait but there's no one coming

*people, u r most welcome to add these on the comment, tenkiu :P*

Aku Tahu Kau Masih Sygkan Aku~

Harini,esok, adalah hari yg sgt istimewa.

Kenapa?

Mungkin kerana ada sesuatu yg akn terjadi di sini. Ehem2.. Tapi post kali nih bukannya nk berceloteh tntg 'keraian' tu. Tp saya nk cerita sesuatu.

Insomnia

Mlm tu, sya xdpt tidur. Gelisah semacam. Katil sudah berbunyi, sedara mara pun dah sibuk mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyian yg 'istimewa'. haish. resah pula. Saya cuba mencampakkan diri ke katil tersyg seawal 2.10am.*awl la tu bg sya*. Masalahnya tak dpt juga melenakan diri.

Akhirnya keputusan drastik terpaksa dibuat. PC tersyg yg terletak betul2 bersebelahan ketil disambar tanpa belas. PES 10 yg baru di'update' yg menjadi mangsa.

Setelah satu tournament dihabeskan, FIFA CUP, kejuaraan tercapai *lawak PES* jgn cube gelak, *lame*..

Tiktok2... jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 4.31am.. Haish.. Ni kalau tidur kompem xbgun subuh..

Tp apakan daya.. Mata yg dua ni sudah memberikan isyarat kecemasan. Segera katil pula yg menjadi mangsa.

Sakit

Belum pun puas tidur, tiba2 terasa kesakitan yg amat, badanku kebasahan, peluh menyelaputi seluruh bdn, perut memulas. *EMERGENCY!*.. Tandas terdekat menjadi mangsa pula. Saya menyumpah2... Terasa sakit betul hati. Baru sahaja nak lena... Perut pula mencari masalah.

Tiba-tiba terlihat kelibat sesuatu. Putih warnanya..

Umiku sedang bersolat Subuh rupanya.

Jam sudah pun menunjukkan pkul 6++ am. Baruku tersedar. Bersyukur di'kejutkan' utk menunaikan ibadah Wajib yg seringkali manusia seperti kita terlalai.. Alhamdulillah.

Ketika ini saya sedar. Dia masih sygkan saya. Ya Rahman. Ya Rahim.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Sesungguhnya Tuhan Yang Maha Suci dan Maha Tinggi berfirman: "Demi kemuliaan dan kebesaranKu! Aku tidak akan mengeluarkan dari dunia (mematikan) seseorang - yang Aku hendak mengampunkan dosanya sehingga Aku sempurnakan balasan tiap-tiap kesalahan yang ditanggungnya, dengan ditimpakan penyakit pada badannya, dan kepicikan pada rezekinya."